July 29, 2025
Your Journey to Self-Growth Starts Here.
Hi, I'm Ryan J Barbara
I spent 10 years stuck in a cycle of addiction, gambling, and emotional chaos.
Rock bottom wasn’t a moment — it was a stretch of years. I lost myself, time, relationships, and nearly my life.
But over six years ago, I made a decision that changed everything. On December 10th, 2018, I walked out of rehab — sober, terrified, but determined.
Overcoming addiction wasn’t easy, but that day became my turning point. That day became TentDec18.
Today, I’m not just sober — I’m fully alive. I’m here to grow, to serve, and to help others reclaim their lives too. This site is where I share the tools, truths, and raw lessons that helped me rebuild — one honest step at a time.
Your First Steps Toward Overcoming Addiction
Featured on the Jon Mallia Podcast
I had the honor of sitting down with Jon Mallia on his podcast to talk about addiction, recovery, and building a new life. We went deep into my story, the truth about transformation, and what it really means to rebuild from nothing.
Faq
TentDec18 is for anyone who’s ever felt lost, stuck, or ready for change. It’s a space built on honesty and healing — created by someone who’s lived it. Whether you’re in recovery, on a growth journey, or just need real talk, this is for you.
It was born on December 10th, 2018, the day I walked out of rehab. I had nothing but a second chance and a will to rebuild. That’s where this journey started — and what this site stands for.
Right now, TentDec18 is focused on content and impact. But I’m open to speaking, podcast invitations, and collaborations that align with the mission. You can reach out via the contact page.