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Ryan Barbara's journey of overcoming addiction is a powerful example of what’s possible when purpose meets pain.

My name is Ryan Barbara, and this is my story.
A guy who’s lived through the mess and made it out the other side.
My life was once consumed by addiction, chaos, and emotional darkness. I clawed my way back. Now, every step I take is driven by one thing: helping others rise too.
What drives me now is purpose. I’m obsessed with self-development, mental health, and showing people that change isn’t just possible — it’s powerful.
Growth doesn’t begin when everything is perfect. It begins when you’re honest enough to admit you’re done pretending.
A New Chapter
Today, my life looks very different.
I train consistently — because the gym isn’t just about muscle, it’s therapy.
Books are my fuel. Podcasts are my portal into deeper thinking.
I believe growth is personal — but it doesn’t have to be lonely.
I use my story to break stigmas and speak openly about mental health, addiction, and recovery. It’s not about perfection — it’s about truth. I’ve had the opportunity to share my journey on major Maltese platforms like The People of Malta, Lovin Malta, Malta Daily, and the Jon Mallia Podcast, not to gain attention — but to offer hope to the one person out there who needs it most.
From Rock Bottom to Purpose
I’m also diving into the world of digital business — not just to chase freedom, but to build tools and platforms that help others transform.
If I can turn my pain into purpose — so can you.
TentDec18 isn’t just a brand.
It’s a movement for people who’ve felt stuck, lost, or like they’re starting from zero.
If that’s you — welcome.
You’re in the right place.
Why I Share This Story
Because silence breeds shame — and I refuse to be silent.
My mission is to show that overcoming addiction is more than just recovery — it’s a full transformation. I believe in second chances, and I stand for the people who feel like they've run out of them. You’re not broken. You’re rebuilding.
Through TentDec18, I’m building a platform to educate, inspire, and support anyone on this path. From speaking engagements to content creation, I’m proof that it’s never too late to choose a new direction — one rooted in clarity, action, and heart.